earned it from a hard day of work and i feel good about myself

well

i FELT good about myself

dont you just LOVE progress reports?

i feel like crap

im failing everything

surprisingly not math tho

i dont even know how to do half of that shit

and i have to pull up

or else i'll fail

and then i'll have to leave

and then i dont even know

i wana stay

so i gotta pull up

and im gonna pull up

no bitch like kwonk is gonna hold me down

worse is:

my MOM is the reason im failing

its cause she yells at my dad when I make mistakes

its cause she makes me feel like i cant do it on my own

and its cause she put me in FUCKING HONORS

I FAILED EVERY HONORS CLASS IVE EVER TAKEN

DOES SHE NOT KNOW THAT?

but of course not

cause johnny cakes has a 141 IQ

so johnny cakes MUST be able to handle EVERYTHING

breaking news:

your son has a higher IQ than most people in the world

but,

contrary to popular belief,

high IQ dosnt make someone Jesus

it only means im good with logic

ONLY

im HUMAN

i have FLAWS

i CANT HANDLE OVER WORKING





and yet

she FORCED me into H history

DIDNT switch me out of bio

and,

instead of listening to her own son,

listened to a nun with a stick up her ass and kept me in honors





i want to go outside

i like the rain

but its not really raining

who cares

i just want to leave